19 April 2008 – 20 April 2008

On 17^th April 2008, mama received a very shock call, my cousin Kak Dah was warded because of stroke… when mama told me after I went back from work, I said “apa, k.dah aged 42 stroke? Serius ker?” Mama said quite serious as told by abg jalil (k.dah’s husband…) her right body totally can’t respond to anything, and not even can talk… but still can remember and opened an eyes…. Pity k.dah… as for me, she is among of our cousin who is actively visiting everybody although they staying at JB…

Mama decided to visit her at JB General Hospital… and as planned, on 19^th april mama, papa, me and kemal, travelling to jb that morning… we arrived jb at almost 11am and straight away to hospital… me already dup dap dup dap… how is kak dah actually… after making some call to abg jalil to confirm which ward, and finally we meat..

OMG…..kak dah is not as the same that I knew her before (happy and funny person..)… laying in the bed, with ½ of her body no respond…. Not even talk… but she still recognize us.. mama go to hug and comfort kak dah… she tried to talk, but she cant.. that time was really sad… than me, alamak sedih lak rasa.. me finally drop some tears masa tu jugak…. L….

Visiting time finally ended at 12 noon.. we need to make a move.. we need to let kak dah to be alone struggling with their own way…

Since we were at jb, we make our day next to visiting my second cousin, which is also kak dah sister… also suffering because of stroke… but the different is their husband pulak yang kena…this time the whole body was death, only brain can working, everything goes by tube… waaaaaa lagi kesian… nangis lagi aku…….. waaaaaa

I’m feeling sad for what I have gone trough today…I will pray for them… amin… stroke? Angin ahmar? As defined in Wikipedia”

“Stroke is a medical emergency and can cause permanent neurological damage, complications and death if not promptly diagnosed and treated. It is the third leading cause of death in the United States. It is the leading cause of adult disability in the United States and Europe. It is the number two cause of death world-wide and may soon become the leading cause of death worldwide.^[2] Risk factors for stroke include advanced age, hypertension (high blood pressure), previous stroke or transient ischemic attack (TIA), diabetes, high cholesterol, cigarette smoking, atrial fibrillation, migraine with aura, and thrombophilia (a tendency to thrombosis). High blood pressure is the most important modifiable risk factor of stroke.”

So, to be save, and for only now, what can I say.. plssss all my friends and everybody, don’t get high blood pressure…could be from your way of eating, working or could be ur lifestyle…

We stayed at JB that night… Chekin at Mutiara Crowne Plaza…. For some how, im feeling good, best, gembira for just because mama and papa suka that hotel…and for just I feel that I bawak my family go for jalan2 hehhehe…best lak rasa cuti2 nie…. Malam tuh, we go to find the best murtabak Singapore intown… Rafi Murtabak… ok la.. since we all dah lama tak dpt mkn the fresh one.. hehehe.. than go to Danga Bay… suke sangat tgk mama bergumbira and jalan2… we back to hotel a bit late, around 12.. then everybody had a tight sleep until the morning next day…

Pic of mama koya dekat Danga Bay.. hehhe (sorry, pic gelap skit, phone camera ma....)


Next morning, we left JB at 9am… have some breakfast at mamak stall nearby, best jugak we chit chat 4 off us, and buat2 lawak2….happy la kita org.. hehhe…on the way back to KL, singgah kulai la, ayer itam la, even singgah my beloved home dekat MUAR.. hehhe biasa la dah singgah muar, mama nak bawak balik pisang la, serai la, buah mangga la, ciku la.. aper2 la.. sumer nak bawak… layan jer la…..at last arrived KL at 9pm…. Warghhh penat gila.. then tido…………:P luckly, tomorrow monday dah apply cuti.... yahoooooooo....